TRUST is something that should be gained and should be taken care of

Ilang beses na ba kayong nagtiwala at nasaktan dahil sinira ang tiwalang hinandog natin sakanila? I am actually the kind of person na may trust issue, hindi rin ako mahilig makipag socialize sa mga taong bago ko lang nakilala or more on I don't know how. Takot akong masaktan and i always stay at my comfort zone, afraid to go out of it and face the pain that other people may give me. Takot ako sa sakit, physically, mentally basta kahit anong klaseng sakit. But I hate the most feeling disappointed and betrayed by someone whom you trust the most.

Bakit kaya ganito ang mga tao no? Hindi sila marunong mag alaga sa mga bagay na binigay o iniingatan nang mga tao para sa kanila? They weren't contented to what we give but instead destroy it to gain another. Ganito lang siguro ang ibang tao, they weren't connected to what they have but wanted to have more.

Having been betrayed once already made me lost some trust to other people around me, mahina lang talaga ako psychologically and mentally,, pati na rin pala physically. Ako rin yung pinakamatagal na magmove on sa mga taong nakapaligid sa akin because I have tgis mentality na nagawa niya na dati so I'm sure magagawa niya rin ulin yon sa susunod pa. Tested and proven. Hmmm, matagal lang siguro talaga akong magheal dahil sa takot kong masaktan but I hope, I hope in the future I would be able to move on. Gano'n rin sa iba dyan na katulad ko, let us move on, forgive those people who betrayed you, maybe don't give your full trust to them, again. Learn from your pat mistake na binigay mo ang buong trust mo sakanya, Love yourself, trust yourself most, and know na hindi lahat nang tao wawasakin ang tiwala mo. May mga taong kayang ingatan ang tiwala na binigay mo dahil ayaw nilang masira nag kung ano'ng meron kayo ngayon. If there is a person like that around you then treasure them and alagaan niyo rin ang tiwalang binigay nila sa inyo.

Lovelots my babies~